todae it doesnt seem to be my dae... im not myself...
since yest im easily get frustrated over things... n easily break down... arh...
having bct phase test n i screw up... my mind was totally blank i i dun even remember a thing even the simplest thing that a primary 3 can do it... like 1m = ? that serious... damit... it so frustrating to not noe wad to do wen u already done that many times ... n i cant even write a thing my hands are like shaking for dunno wad reason.. after everynr have finish with thier pract den i start doing that was like 30 min to ending time... arg....
this is for a fren of mine... im jus pity u ... its been long time we din hear ur voice out loud happily chatting with us u r like chain down ... i noe u r trying very to talk as per normal with us but i doesnt seem to be wad i should be... everytime wen we tried to talk to u thats alwaes eyes watching ur action to whom u talk too n mix with... u r not being urself my fren tis is not u... becoz of that person u be like this... we cant do anything only u who decide...
i am sure many ppl miss ur old self...
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I went off @
11:00 PM
lets start from the morning...
cook breakfast for my family nasi goreng n nugget...haha... den straight to skool... kind of rushing but still can made it...
kedebak kedebuk finish lesson lepak2 jap with my galfren kat c1 ... ok lah not but... neko entertaint me wif her jap talk show kind of cute lah coz yamapi is there hahaha.... sd me wish u all the best fer u speech aite!!!! dun gabra tau ...
2 things suden happen todae but ti happened... in train at jurong east at and 315pm i was sitting n got two 'bangla' were standing infront of me n one of em korek dier nyer juboh sey... case tangan masuk sluar nyer geli giler den after that dier bau jari dier!!!!!! ahahahahahha geli nak mampos!!!
den after that i almost fall down at stair outside westmall!!!! malu giler!!! hahaha slipper licin!!! ahahahahahahahaha
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3:35 PM
sadly to say i dun have much photo in my phone but can check ouot at sd n neko blog... have alot of fun... pity her ... make her feel much more miserable on her burfdae.. haha... to hose ppl hu help me out thanks alot for making this happen.. ppl like aidil n the gang jean n mao2 azizah n sd esp... thanks alot...!!!! i cant do this alone u noe... hahaha hope u ppl enjoy it..for those ppl hu had help out but cannot join in the fun u ppl are greatly appreciated.... ppl like kak fizah(haha) nisa boss huda... thanks a million.... thanks for making her burfdae celebration n sabo happen....
Labels: thanks a million....
I went off @
12:39 PM
nuting much happen... shige called toma saying neko on mc n toma inform me... how sad... but i think she really need to get same rest... busy skooling n werking... how tiring... the lesson not bad okoklah can study... hehe
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I went off @
12:36 PM
din come to skool on mc... but im not sick... just wanna get the cert .... the maid was sent back for some major reason wic im sure ive share with u ppl... thanks god is not too late to realise it... fuh... hile my fren bz studying me busy sleeping!!! hehe
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12:33 PM
no bct pract haha wen to gym with the gals... have fun but sad at the same time coz i cant i LEG RISE!!!!!! I CANT LIFT UP MY LEG!!! DAMIT TO MUCH FAT AT MY LEG!! INSTEAD OF LIFTHING MY LEG I LIFT UP MY BODY!! HAHAHAHA
Labels: FAT 100X
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12:30 PM
chocolate indulgen anyone?? yum2
burfdae girl!!!!! cute as alwaes!!!!
us singing burfdae song for her...
after making a wish she blow the candles!!! quick mum its melting!!
quick cut the cake mum!!! i wanna eat em!
sis in law cook a meal fer us on mum burfdae
her first bite !!
happy burfdae mum!!!!
present for her from me n rizal! :p
that was actually a suprise for her as she just came back from indonesia!!
Labels: Smile...
I went off @
12:09 PM
hello toma here writing on behalf of fish.... :p
fish ask a favour from me to update this blog... so i din wan her to be sad i do it...(since she my die hard fan!!)
hrmmm k where should i start... k lets start from last tuesdae...
tues: fish told me she had a bad start ... well as usual she late becoz of laziness to wake up in the morning. n she totally forgot that on that dae she is having bct pract teas... tsk3... noti2... oh yar i forgot on her wae to skool she encounter 2 embarrassed moment... firstly she almost fell down in the train as the train suddenly jam break.. tsk2 paisey... den shortly after that a green caterpilla craw up to her chest .... ppls were looking at her before she noes wads going on... tsk3 paisey again.... haha pity her... but its ok she take it positive... thats wad i like about her.... hehe
wed: fish had a boring dae ever in her life as she was assign to usher NIE teachers around the skool n tat was the most boring thing to do.. haha im glad that im here to make fish smile n brighten her dae beside her lovely hubby.... oh yar fish din have the chance to meet neko but ive met shigae(forgive me if i spell it wrongly.. gomenasai)he told me tat neko(his die hard fan also) already got her job!! at spinelli she is going for her second interview n bing her personal doc along wif her... im happy for her like fish do....
thurs: fish had her blood test late in the afternoon... i pity her soo much as she doesnt to look weak in front of her frens her endure her pain in deed she was in great pain... she hold back her tears from raining down her cubby cheek... luckily i was there together wif her hubby to console her n make her forget the pain... its her frist time u noe... n she is scare of needles!!!
fri: fish felt lonely as her beloved frens are away for cca thingy... she seem lost abit donnoe hu to talk wif.. she spent her time in as theory sleeping soundly for 1/2 hrs as the condition of the room is super comfortable!!!! bet u ms lee din scold anione as almost 1/2 of the cohort falling a sleep..... haha oh yar shigae told me neko starting her job tom ... fish was happy for her n me too..... congrat neko....
sat: fish mummy wen to indon to visit her relative leaving behind her kids n husband... fish wen for late nite movie for the first time in her whole life wif her hubby....dey watched MADE OF HONOUR!! ok lah not bad lah the show kind of funny .... den head straight home at 230am....
sun: fish go out again wif her hubby to johor to repair her hubby's bike got some prob.dey got at nite time see how noti fish is.. tsk2.... fish told me she miss her fren sooo much ... esp NEKO N HER CLOSE ONES LIKE SD PIG N MANY MORE.... cant wait to meet them she said....
thanks for reading n dun forget to tag... toma here signing off.... gd nite
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3:38 AM
haha well everyone in skool busy studying here i am busy blogging... din go skool for no reason..eh wait got reason!! MALAS!! LAZY!!!!HAHA
todae im intending to buy present fpr my mum though her burfdae is next mondae... afraid i use up the money lah... haha aidil present done bought it already... havent wrap yet...
yesterdae was fun haha poor neko cant DONATE her blood coz her vein cannot find... rash as usually confirm can find despite her small size... me haha dun say lah busy wif psp game until forget to donate my blood.... ahaha my neck hurts as i played the game for hours non stop... imagine from full batt to low batt!! haha.. sorry neko haha....
half wae meet hubby at harbour front fecth his mother n sister from batam haha.. go his hse send ol the barang2 den straight head home... penat uh... dats y i lazy go skool todae... irfan here to sleep over my hse... haha
rash msg me korang tak dtg tak ajak.... haha poor gal... cian dier.. as neko also din come... haha
takpe2 next time ill tell u ok rash... smile!!!! haha ( noti2)
n yeah rash THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR UPLOADING THE PIS FOR ME!!!!! ARIGATOU!
NEKO THANKS TO U IM HOOK TO JAPANESE!! N ALSO THE LANGUAGE!! LOOK2 ME NOE SOME OF THE WORD FROM NEKO!!!! THANK YOU SENSEI NEKO!!
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11:48 AM
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
FINALLY EVENT 4: DOUBLE WOOPER FOR DINNER ANYONE????? HAHA
ME N HUBBY HAVING IT... FULL GILER!!!
POWER!!!!
HOW BIG IS UR HAND??? I NEED TO USE TO HANDS!!!!
HONOUR!!!!
IT TAKES ME 30 MINS TI FINISH IT...
'
WHERE AS HUBBY TOOK 10 MINS TO FINISH IT...
HAHA TAT'S ALL PPL!!!!!!!!!
Labels: KONBAWA
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1:08 AM
HAHA
EVENT 3: HUBBY CUT HIS HAIR ABIT ONLY... HAHA ONLY $8... CHEAP2 HAHA EVERYTHING CHEAP2 HAHA
B4 CUT!! LONG HAIR FOR GUYS!!
AFTER CUT!! DAH MACAM LANDAK!!!! AHAHAHA
BUT STILL I LIKE IT!! HAHA
THOUGH IT ONLY FOR A MONTH B4 CUTTING BOTAK!!! HAHA
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12:57 AM
HAHA....
EVENT 2: WENT TO QUEENSWAY BUY RUNNING SHOE!! WANTED TO BUY PUMA RUNNING SHOE BUT SHORTAGE BY $16!!!! ARG!!! IN TH END I BOUGHT I BOUGHT FILA SINCE ITS WAY MUCH CHEAPER....
promotion $2.90!!! haha cheap2!!
nice??
I went off @
12:48 AM
BEST OF NATURE . BEST OF SCIENCE!!!
OUR SUPPLEMENT TOO WON FIRST!!N ITS GOLD AWARD TOO!!
:P
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12:37 AM
4 EVENT IN ONE DAY!!
EVENT 1: LEARNT PRODUCT DEMO .... HAHA ANNOUNCHMENT OUR PRODUCT WON TRUSTED BRAND 4 YEARS IN THE ROW IN RIDER'S DIGEST!...
2005:ASIA SUPER BRAND GOLD AWARD!
2006:ASIA TRUSTED BRAND GOLD AWARD!!
2007:RIDER'S DIGEST TRUSTED BRAND GOLD AWARD !!!
2008:RIDER'S DIGEST TRUSTED BRAND 10TH YEARS ANNIVERSARRY GOLD-ASIA AWARD!!!
IM SOOO PROUD!!!!
AMWAY!!!!!!
AMWAY!!!
OUR WATER PURIFIER
PRESENT TO U OUR ESPRING!! TRUSTED BRAND!!
READ IT URSELF!!!! WEEE~
I went off @
11:49 PM
hahaha read my tittle!! haha indeed its pain!! i can do anithnig... todae seems to be great.. hahaha chilling at sd hse ... sd n neko help me do my blogskin.. nice rite.. thanks to dem lor... appreciate it sooo much...
todae kind of interesting.. all 5 of us din turn up fer sw todae.. 3 ppl reason for cannot wake up..1 person bike pract... aper nak jadi ngan kiteorg nie... esp for ppl yg tak leh wake up... neko ur virus is contagious ( takleh wake up morning) haha... n another 1 having sore eyes... get well soon...
im kind of paisey towards my frens esp neko n sd... coz dey alwaes share thier food they bought wif me.. as me im alwaes broke... maner nak bayar hp bill maner... wanna buy my personal stuff pon sengat... wanna ask mommy for money i dun feel good so wateva money she gave me i have to pandai2 make use of it... very paisey... dunno where to put my face... but i eat wateva dey give me...(tak tahu malu pon ader ) esp their drinks haha im the one who alwaes finish it... haha
played neko psp game .. wah tell u shiok man!!! haha cannot stop playing very addictive... itik n su were there also... itik happily sleeping neko n sd n su happily watching jap variety show asa well as changing my blog skin haha... n me happily in my own world playing psp game... dunno wads the name of the game..
su thanks fer sharing ur famous amos wif ys.. appreciate it.. n yah todae me eat to much junk food until my prot upset nak berak pon susah!!! hahaha
yest me go werk out n until now the pain is there.. esp my armpit area n my thight... wah takbleh tahan ... haha tried to do push up but my arm cannot go down... hahaha
cian my hubby saket kepale... ask him to telan 5 bio c n go to sleep... so he can wake up fresh 2moro!!!
HUBBY N JIE2 GET WELL SOON OK!!!!
Labels: baek kaper
I went off @
10:48 PM
wad a dae... haha
skool as usually bored me but with my frens arnd im not that bored... n yah neko late as usual!! haha
bct pract seem to be draggy this time... hais... use to like bct pract so much... goldfish also nevercome... so the boring... me do pract with itek... haha ok lah... but me almost fall asleep
the best part i went to gmy todae n it suppose to be girls gym till 6pm BUT THERE STILL GUYS!!! DAMN DO THEY NOE HOW TO READ ENGLIS???
so the paisey lor... my streching not done properly but its ok coz it doesnr hurt me tat much but wen my sifu(regina) start to train me just now wah tell u takboleh tahan sia!! pain one thing the endurance damn hard lor... but i dun wan to give up coz i WAN TO LOSE ALL THOSE UNWANTED LIPIDS!!!!!must work really hard for it... now my eyes 'kuyu'(half open..) wanna slip already...
joke of the dae... nuting.....
Labels: spread ur wings sore high up
I went off @
9:52 PM
well yah bad start for me n good ending fer me....
early in the morning no mood already... no aircon!!!! damn it theres no aircon.....
i can study in tak selesa mood... wad i do was sleeping haha.... no mood to listen.... damn boring the topic n dragy...
forget to bring my notes for presentation last mins go find info at cvc( suppose cannot do there)
but i dun care.. no time already... finish already straight away go for the next lesson csv... haha best lesson coz nobody give a shit to it.. go for the lesson for the sake of attendence..hah
MLP!!!! DAMN IT!!! HATE IT!!! THE MOST BORING EVER LESSON... FOR 2 WEEKS IT ALWAES PRESENTATION!!!! SICK N TIRED OF IT.... THE TEACHER MORE WORST!!!! HAIZ... Y DUN U JUST RETIRE FROM TAECHING N TAKE CARE OF UR GRANDCHILDREN
???? BASICALLY I DUN UNDERSTAND THE WHOLE THING!!! TO BE HONEST....
Lastlt .... neko & sd make my dae.. haha sd 'force' me follow em to gelare eat waffle ice cream... i told em i no money... neko dengan iklas hati said ever u can share with me... how swit of her ... rash too sahre her portion with me... sooo sweet.... ;P well that was my first in my entire life go gelare eat... haha thanks to my lovely little kitty devil.... u guys make my dae... yum2 its nice...
NEKO & SD THANK YOU!!!!
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I went off @
11:09 PM
early in the morning bake cakes... den do hse chores...
event no.1 my relative getting engage... bake cake for them....
event no.2 straight way go sentosa with hubby. low tide damn boring... haha
event no.3 hse meething at my bro hse... kind of fun do all sorts of sharing... he had lunch with dato' zul with 17 convention companies for free... dato' zul such a humble person unlike those uni grads down here .'...
hubby ride with bike todae how sad... im soooo tired of walking..... n the most sad thing was he accidently step my foot where theres blister with water inside it... PAIN SIA!!!!!
N SUMORE PLAY IN SALT WATER....
WAD A FUN N TIRING OUTHING......
Labels: STONE
I went off @
11:11 PM
the whole dae im out today... very tired... i fall asleep on the bike without hubby noeing takot kene marah.... haha
as early at 9 i awake... do hse chores b4 mommy nags.. den straight awae get ready to go out... n yah i took almost to hours to get ready... last min i cant find my striking red utank top to wear with a coat so noe wad i did i use my shawl to wrap arond my body make look like long tube haha...(how creative) n ppl din notice that untill i told em... haha
my performance start at 1.30pm n i wast that ready... nervous sampai nak berat!!! haha
during my performance suddenly i cant dance haha forget.. den i olso talk anyhow haha
after performance chill jap listen to Datin k speech den cioa to meraj wedding at bukit timah lagoon sari restaurant... the pelamin damn nice lor... not the food not bad n the Q is damn long... penat kaki must stand long hrs...
den lepak with relative jap den tros to umah wan with hubby... mommy noes me ride bike but never say anithing haha(good sign) lepak kat umah wan makan nasi briyani dalam dulang fuhyoo sedap giler.... kenyang giler..best uh... coz its majlis cukur rambot for new born baby LIDYA ATIRA...(if im not wrong lah)
den hubby send me home lepak jap pai kul 12 den he make a move.. haha
mate peh ngantok...haha
oh yar neko cut her hair.... she damn pretty lor... very kawaii!!! honest speaking she damn pretty... yes very cute...
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I went off @
1:01 AM
firstly i hate those ppl who likes to ask qns tat are crap jus to get sympathise... sorry im not the one who going to entertain u... pls use ur bloodly brain juice to figure out wad u shud do n take ur own initiative.... damn it becoz of YOU my whole dae is mess up...
totally not im mood todae oh no since yest nite... wad do u ppl have in mind if guys went to club on wednesday nite?? well yah its LADIES NITE....
wtf!!!!! everythng seem wrong wateva i said wateva i do seems like no one ever appreciate... no one not even close one... im mentally ill by den i guess.... im living in pretending life... pretend to be happy... pretened to be ok... thats wad i alwaes do.... ill smile to ppl but indeed of me lies my true self.. imprison in my soul.... im tired of crying .... no more tears left to shed... untill wen will i be like this?
no ones noes......
sumtimes i feel it hard to a girl/woman..
esp wen u r not yet married..
u can do this cannot to do that...
n once u start to say sumthing dey think u r nagging....
argh!!!! hate this life man....
for guys.. u have freedom to choose wateva u wanna do
coz theres no one there to stop you from doing anithing..
for us ladies esp for me our future n freedom will never
be in our hands... theres alwaes ppl to control u.. unless u are anak dare tua.....
HATE TO LIVE A LIFE FULL OF PRETENDING......
Labels: out of my anger
I went off @
9:26 PM
